I remember it as if it were yesterday,
Awkwardly attempting to connect,
Humor covering up the desire for respect.
Fear was met by boldness – objection.
Objecting to the norm of selfish intent,
Beauty flipped the script,
Gentleness overcame insinuations.
The Spirit within was awakened,
The Good had slept – dormant for years.
Focused on what’d been taken.
Freedom from the youthful days; childish replays.
And I suppose, even my foes,
Were growing weary of this prose.
Sappy pity it were that my choices had
Led to where I was,
And have led to where I am.
Yet, something changed that day…
That green eyes met blue.
Golden locks of hair – oh the way I look at you.
Prettiest heart I’d ever seen,
And I didn’t even know it all,
Until the Fall.
The past came to haunt me,
Evil’s accomplice, anxiety and shame, began taunting,
Lies of worthlessness and not being of measure,
The trickiest trickster began to hurt her.
Ominous clouds hung over the fairytale,
While mistrust hinted at the kingdom’s fall.
Then before my eyes – Jesus came to life.
Prayer led the way,
Forgiveness saved the day and made her braver,
Brothers cut off the chains and let to Freedom.
God restored our kingdom.
The prodigal son returned,
The Father reinstating his name to Prince;
He then pursued the princess and made her Queen.
And now I’ve seen the unseen,
I’ve held the Queen at night,
Eyes blurred with fright,
Felt the trembling in her bones.
At first I tried to fix it,
But learned I had to quit it.
Because all that she needed,
Was me, and I was there.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
Our hearts are tethered.
Because I’ve decided.
And I did,
A man, not a kid.
Decided that you’re worth it.
Worth whatever it takes, whatever’s at stake.
Death to pride and death to shame,
Jesus gave me a new name,
Ignite the Flame.
Humility, the fuel we need.
Quality time, the faithful steed.
And thinking back to ‘glory days’,
What a phrase,
Just a phase.
I’d rather sing Christmas carols in May,
Keep your heart laughing,
Help you with the shopping,
Hold you until you know it’s fine,
Trust’s sleep, so divine.
And so there I laid, thinking of you,
The one that changed it all,
Endured the Fall and prayed through Winter,
Walked with me into Spring,
Now we can hear Summer sing.
Babe, it would seem,
I’m already living the dream.
A Poem For My Love.