O God, why must I be so hateful?
Destroyed by grief; debatin’ salvation
My heart is sinful and contrite
Wouldn’t recognize it in the darkness of night
My Light has been snuffed
Music no longer buffed.
Ya see, I’m chasin’ affection
But when it’s given, I’m deflectin’
Weazy (and many others) loves and encourages
But Satan’s here and discourages.
Have you ever been “the righteous one”
People believin’ you shine like The Son
But stunned and confused when ya run
From freedom freely given under the guise of fun?
Holy Spirit, reign in my heart, enlighten me
I thirst for when Father shall delight in me.
Shall I squander my inheritance,
And forget my heart’s heritage?
That You made it, You made me,
So why doesn’t Your love fully persuade me?
You see, I sit here brewin’
Not fully trustin’ the pot You’re stewin’.
O but God there’s no turnin’ back!
Andy Mineo is right; sin is whack!
Father, I give You permission
Whip my soul into submission
Illegitimate children are not disciplined
But I’m your son and should’ve listened!
Holy Spirit, renew this depraved mind
Capture lies, open my eyes, I’m blind!
Without You, I’m dead! With You, I’m ALIVE!!!
Give us our daily bread that our hearts may thrive!
Let’s return the old me to the grave,
You can free me from being depraved.
Shackles removed…party begins, a heavenly rave
To Your mission, righteousness, and glory, I’ll gladly be a slave!
My soul was dead and buried but then comes resurrection!
Let joy overflow as You give our hearts direction!
No longer subject to The Accuser’s painful strife,
I thank You so much Father, for renewed life.